Need some urgent advise, my youngest son was s* weds my oldest was s* early hours saturday morn and my partner has just been s* aswell! I'm absolutley bound to catch, its inevitable!! Some please please give me some. Advise help me calm down. I'm soo terrified, I'm crying my eyes out. I'm really scared to catch it, it would be the worst thing ever! I want to die help me, help me.