This phobia is taking over my life, i seriously don't know what to do anymore. I feel like there is just something in my throat. I am worried all the time. V* is always on my mind and I'm so terrified. I just wanna cry. I have been feeling n* for two weeks straight now and I don't know why... even if i had sv* it would have happened by now so i am just sick of feeling so bad. I just want to be normal again..