Re: Very OT: Skipping a lot of school, no motivation... advice!?
I can totally relate. I HATED middle school and high school and never wanted to be there. I was bullied quite a bit, struggled with eating disorders/health issues and was bored to tears in my classes. Even though I always got good grades, I probably missed 40% of my classes between actually being sick/doctor appointments and being "sick" or "going to a doctor appointments" and never did assigned reading outside of class. I'm not going to lie I don't miss it one bit.
However, you DO need to find some way to make school work. You're such a smart girl and have so much potential but you will be closing off all kinds of future opportunities by skipping classes/not doing your work including the possibility of boarding school. First things first you need to discuss this with your counselor even though I know you don't want to. Tell him/her everything you shared here, maybe even print your post and let them read it. They can't help you if they don't know what is going on. Maybe taking some AP/IB courses or photography courses would help make school a lot of interesting and inspiring for you? I know they did for me, and I am pretty sure the school you attend offers at least some of them.
It will get better, even though it doesn't feel that way right now. I promise!
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