Hello,
I just recently found a name for the way I have felt for 20 years of my life! I'm about to turn 29 and can't believe I've lived so much of my life afraid and anxious. I've read about emetophobia and I've read some posts by other people like you who experience the same feelings and issues and it's really eye-opening to realize that other people feel the way I feel! It's really amazing to read some of your posts and know that I have had some of your exact thoughts. I used to get sick a lot as a kid, and I think that is how it started for me. I have a lot of anxiety, panic attacks, OCD tendencies. . . and putting it all together under this emetophobia umbrella is really making me feel empowered. I'm going through a bad phase again. . .a couple of teachers that I work with got a stomach bug and that kind of started me worrying about getting it. I haven't been sleeping well. I've been waking up in a panic, worrying that I've woken up because I'm sick, so then I panic and feel sick, have to get up and pace around, etc. I'm also worrying a lot more lately because my husband and I are planning to start trying to get pregnant in a few months, and I don't know how I'm going to cope with morning sickness and stuff. Anyhow, I'm really glad I found this site and joined, and hope to meet and talk with you all. I want to understand this and not let it control me any more than it already has. Looking forward to figuring this out.