I've been doing so well with emet, but tonight I feel dreadful.

I started feeling sick earlier, and then went on the bus and that didn't help. Now I feel so horrible, I'm getting these waves of nausea and stomach/back pain, I'm extremely gassy and I have d*. I've been doing so well but tonight I'm panicked because I just feel so dreadful.

I was already stressed earlier because I left my guitar at my friends house, and in my case are where my pills are so I left them there. My mom threw out all my old bottles thinking they were empty but I had extras in them. I get really nervous if I don't take my pills because I tend to feel quite nauseous. I finally found some in one of my overnight bags.

I'm sucking on mints and I have the window open as it's really cold outside and the cold air tends to calm me down... I need sleep so I can hopefully attempt school tomorrow. If I don't go, I don't get my pills, so that's my motivation for tomorrow :/