Wow, your story sounded fairly familiar. I am 26, just started college about a year ago. I know w/ this phobia it's ups and downsbut you've got thru it before and can again. I can tell you goingto college has been very good for me, it gets me active in my own success andsince you are more independent when there (not like high school) there isn't that "trapped" feeling. I do think like you tho sometimes like how am I ever going to finish all this school and have a "real" job and life but it will happen, this site is what let me know that I can do it w/ this phobia because Isaw so many others doing it and hopefully that can be your experience too. there's no reason you can't have a full and productive life you seem very smart and driven, just scared like everyone else and that's OK just don't let it give you regrets later! Hope this helps and please feel free to email/IM me anytime if youw anna talk further about school or anything!
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