I'm so sad!! This stupid phobia has completely taken over my life!!! I havent worked in three and a half years because of this fear and I finally got enough courage and strength to get an amazing job working at a dentist office. I had fantastic pay, the co workers were amazing and I loved my boss. Everything was perfect and I was very good at it. Well after working there for about a month one of my coworkers came in and she looked tired and frustrated. I asked her if she was ok and she told me that her son had been v all night long and, not knowing I had this phobia, she told me what he had eaten prior to v and it was EXACTLY what I had eaten for breakfast, some luck right? She also explained how it all happened, like sounds and everything. I quit the next day. I had the worst panic attack of my life when I got home. I literally put a little bit of bleach in my bath water, thinking it would kill the norovirus, that is how scared I was. When I have a horrible panic attack I pinch myself and knock really hard on my hand and the next day I was covered in bruises because of how insane I was getting. My husband almost took me to the ER because it was so bad.
I've started seeing a phsycologist about it and he tried to prescribe me medication to help with my anxiety but I am too afriad of the side effects to take them, so he perscribed me Promethazine for nausea and to help me sleep but once again I am too afriad to take them. I hate this so bad!! I was telling him that I absolutely love my life but I HATE being me!
Sorry I had to rant.