I'm exhausted. My daughter woke up half an hour after I went to bed...she is still awake now at 4am. She v* an hour ago...it was a lot. I'm losing it. I had to clean it up. I've washed my hands so many times, sprayed everything with bleach, used clorox wipes, etc. My panic is in full swing. I feel n*, stomach rumbling, hot, shaky, hard to breathe. My daughter is only 18 months...I can't just leave her with a bucket and tell her to call if she needs me. What else can I do to know ive done everything I can to kill germs, keep them away from me, etc? Also, she is getting over a cold. Her v* was a lot of snot. Very clear. She had spaghetti o's for dinner. If it was a bug instead of an upset snot tummy, she would have v* orange right? I'm terrified right now! I feel like such a horrible parent not wanting to be there for my own child in her time of need but i just want to run away until its done.