Anyone else feel like emetophobia is ruining their life?

I'm sitting here all depressed, no one to talk to, can't go anywhere because of panic attacks, can't even go to a friend's house. I'm suffering from depression, anxiety, panic disorder, and agoraphobia ALL because of this stupid emetophobia. I know it all stems from that. I don't know why I just realized it, it's quite obvious. I just thought each anxiety disorder stood by itself. I tell people I get panic attacks and they understand better than if I tell them I'm afraid of being sick. I guess I don't want to talk about it because it just seems like a gross conversation to have.

I hate this phobia and it's quickly getting worse and out of control.