Do any of you play computer games where there is V*? I feel my phobia is extreme but you know what's funny and kind of sick about myself? I play Sims2 and I like to get all the women pregnant(maybe making up for myself not being able to have kids) and then, in the game, there's a day where they have morning sickness and they rush to the toilet and v*. I always want to watch this for some reason. Sick, I know. But it doesn't scare me or make me anxious. It's more entertaining. Maybe it's my brain wanting to recover and so this is all it can handle right now. I don't know. That just occured to me that I'm actually entertained by my game doing this(if it were more realistic I'd be grossed out) and I just wanted to share that with everyone.
I find it strange and funny about myself.