Why, oh why, did I eat lunch? I didn't feel good to begin with, then I agree to go get a hamburger with my hubby. I was trying to ignore not feeling well, since it seems i'm always sick when he wants to do something. And sometimes when I feel bad it is just anxiety, and if I just eat through it i'll feel better. Not today! So so n*. So so scared. Incredibly scared to v* so soon after eating. What if I choke?! Adds a whole other level of terror.
I'm not really scared that I have a sv. I think this is from my diabetes medicine. I must have had too many carbs yesterday. But that doesn't make me any less terrified.
I'm just so tired of being consumed with terror!