I hate that i'm posting another panic post within a few days of my last one but its the only thing i can think of which might calm me down right now
I went to bed nauseous and my stomach has been making horrific sounds. Put it down to the fact that I stayed up late scoffing cake with my housemate which seemed like a great idea at the time but now I feel horredous. I was lying down in bed hating life listening to my stmoach and quietly freaking out and suddenly i went to burp and was sick in my mouth. It was awful, so hot and the taste! oh my god literally don't know what to do with myself
the last time i was sick i was up all night with a really loud uncomfortable stomach just like now. i keep thinking back to last time when i was sick at 5am and was in bed feeling ill the whole time til then and somehow i didnt panic up until i knew for sure it was coming. i just wanna be like that again cos right now i'm beside myself and shaking so much and scared. i know its so pathetic but i just wish i was at home cos then i known that if im sick my mum will come out and look after me.
i just dont know how im gonna sleep now. i took my temperature and had a tiny sip of water but it took me so long to work up the courage to move. i feel like i need to burp but scared it'll be sick!!! Hoping it was just because i was lying down...i feel that oculd happen???