Hey everyone, thanks for reading. I've been feeling sick (on and off) for a few weeks now. I'm terrified of going to the doctors but i'm gonna just have to man up and go, i've got an appointment on wednesday. Whenever i do get a pain or my stomach feels weird, i get a panic attack and im terrified of v*. I hate the thought of it, but none of my friends or family understand how awful it is for me. I've been afraid of v* ever since i can remember. I'm just glad i found this site as it helps to comfort me when i realise i'm not alone in this! just wanna say thanks to everyone for sharing their stories and for supporting each other!