So the weather's getting nicer, I actually have stopped hearing about s* people so I started relaxing at least a bit to try to start feeling normal again.
My roomate went home for the weekend to take care of some things at home, and what should happen?? She got s*.
She hasn't come back yet so I'm not in full blown panic mode but I just keep dreading when she's coming back to the point that I couldn't sleep last night because of a panic attack and I refuse to eat or sleep when people are around me s*. My main fear with this phobia, is getting s* in the middle of the night because that's when it's ALWAYS happened for me. Every single time, literally. I'm glad, in one way, that she wasn't actually s* here in the room with me, but I also know that she'd still be contagious when she comes back.
Ughhh, and I just started thinking we were in the clear...guess not.