Scared again

[bakogirl]

Ok so knowing my cousins were sick this past week after they spent the night sent me over the edge. But they also came to my sons birthday party and Easter too. I couldn't not invite them we are really close. Well anyway they weren't sick at the get togethers but I still panicked and tried my hardest to keep my kids from them. So I have been counting days and I'm feeling sick everyday because of this. Now my stomach is gurgling and I have a little burning sensation. So I'm scared that I'm sick and I keep treating everyone like their sick. This is ruining my life!!

[bakogirl]

Now I'm getting little sharp pains near my ribs. And I rolled on my side and felt a little n*. Gawd I hope this isn't it. I'm so freaked out. To top it off my little one started to run a high fever tonight so that's making it even more rough.

[evajosmommy]

Hope you're doing okay this morning!

[bakogirl]

So far so good. Night time to me is panic time it's when I feel the worst. Plus the 72 hour waiting period from Sunday. I just need to get over those two hurdles. Right now I'm getting close to the 48 hour mark. So I hope all will be well. I still have a horrid cold so that's still bothering me. Still living on guard though. I just feel so trapped. I'm my worst enemy.