Now I know I am going completely off here but this morning whilst reading through posts as I do most days answered one or two and have found reasons when and why my phobia started and why I may have it now I never really gave this alot of thought as it is something that you learn to live with but just being on here has again helped me understand and partly explain why I have it one of the best things I have done is join this group many thanks everyone on here for helping me everyday live through this and realize that I am not silly or weird.