Im back after a looonnggg time

[pink_flamingo]

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Oksy, so heres my story since I doubt anyone remembers, lol



Hi, Im Taryn ^^ Im 16 and Ive had emit since I was a small child. In
fact, the first time I remember having a panick attack I was going to
see pocahontus (spelling?)



Im afraid of myself throwing u* and
it effects my life ENORMOUSLY. Im not to afraid of others V*ing except
that I might catch what I have. I ALWAYS have to have chewing gum and
water with me. If Im going on a car trip I will not eat for the whole
day.

I tried to tell my parents when I was 10, I kept coming home
from school claiming I was sick ( I did feel sick but it was just
panick ) when I told them I was afraid of V* they didnt believe me.



My
emet has gotten better since childhood but I had a pretty bad panick
attack last week and its been kinda bad since then =/ On top of that I
have to go to a wedding tommorow, which includes dinner + a drive.



Oh yea, emet has lead me to homeschool. and actually my panick level is a lot less since I started.



Heres some of my quirks

The gum/water thing (but that should seem normal to you guys :P)

I get nervous when I wear new clothes

I used to be afraid to wear blush because someone might not notice if I got pale

Im afraid of having diarreah and passing out ( could lead to V*ing )

I cant stand to take medication



Im also kinda paranoid about gaining weight ( I weigh 105 currently )



well, thats my messed-upness lol

[NCsmile6]

Hey there PinkFlamingo! I remember you! Good to have you back! I too returned from a long hiatus from the site, but it's so good to be back, isn't it?

[terified girl]

Welcome back! I actually like buying new clothes because it makes me feel refreshed and starting over kind of, but I agree with the rest of your quicks, they're completely understandable, and I have some on that list of yours!


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[kibblekitty]

I am just the opposite I guess....if I get ill or have been around someone who was ill, the clothes I am wearing that day will not be worn for a very long time. I like to get new things just because of that. Sounds quirky but I can go through my closet and remember what and where I was when I worn that outfit or shirt last and pass over it is it has a v* history behind it. I also homeschool my children, for bug reasons, but I am thinking about getting them into the system to socialize and grow up with friends instead of each other. Hang in there, I am the same way with trips about not eating but I also have a thing about going out to eat. Afraid of my IBS will act up and the bathroom is where I'll end up and so I never ate out much, I can say that I have overcome that and road trips, as long as I know where the potties are and how long the drive is, I am fine. You'll get there too.....just try to stay as calm as possible and relax during the rides and focus on more important things. Good Luck!!


Kibblekitty