feel sick. all day. every day. annoying!

[brutt]

ok so if you go on my profile and read my last 2 posts, you'll see i'm under a lot of stress
i dropped out of college because it was too much. and i'm starting prozac on sunday (i got it today but i have a family party tomorrow and i don't wanna risk side effects there)
i'm looking for a little job instead
but what is fucking IRRITATING ME
is i STILL feel sick, after a course of antiemetics and 3 weeks off. i've made a new really close friend and that's lifted me a bit
stress is going away and i felt pretty good past few days
i got an early period and it's the heaviest i've ever had (tmi) and it might be that, and i have a cold, but i feel really nauseous again and i'm at my wits end with it. i had it on the bus yesterday as well
and it's real nausea, not the anxiety kind. my doctor said it was stress but when will it fucking go away?

[brutt]

oh and there's nothing wrong with my appetite now! i just feel like eating and eating and eating all day, as sick as i feel. it's so grim

[alesh31]

I feel you, my stress has been at an all time high lately, and it's causing me to be n a lot. it's so frustrating and I keep questioning if I'm actually n or if it's me just stressing. it's tough

[brutt]

it's a right bitch init! i've had this before when i was doing my year 10 exams 2 years ago, and it was to the point i'd dry heave and nearly vomit every day, and that was before i had anxiety
but i've done everything i can now to stop the stress and it's still happening! my therapist says i have a problem where i bottle it up too much, because i do, i'm afraid of looking weak and i know getting it out of me would help, but i'm embarrassed to do it