Hi I am a newbie to this forum, I am a 42 yr old mum of 4 (16,15 girls 7,4 boys) and terrified of v*. I don't think I am a full on emetaphobia as I have had children, I eat out, I even worked in a hospital for a few years, I just freak when there is a s bug about, today my sons friend came to play, a few hours after he had gone his mum rang to say he had been S* and I panicked, I get very agitated if I feel s* I hate the feeling of n*' last time my son was S* I nearly passed out! I went dizzy and hot, and was a mess!! But I can clear it up...just. I had therapy but it didn't really help, I just can't rationalise this huge fear I have....