I felt really tired today so I decided to have a nap which I don't normally do because I think that it implies I am Ill but I tried to reassure myself that it is just because of many late nights. I just napped for an hour and have been awake for over an hour but feel groggy and kept going hot and cold, have a lot of saliva in my mouth and I know I am getting hungry but it felt like another sensation also in my stomach. I have had a few of those hiccup type things today where you go to hiccup in and then it sort of disappears. Then from all the worry, I thought I might need a BM which made me think is it just anxiety or could it be the start of something? Especially cause today in my voice class, we were looking at the tongue and were told that different colouring or abnormalities on the tongue in different places indicated a problem in that area, hence why doctors tell us to open our mouths when we say we're feeling ill. M friend then piped up that when you have a stomach bug, there is often a white coating in the middle area of your tongue. Of course this freaked me out as I knew I would be constantly checking but then I looked and saw I did have some white stuff on my tongue but then so did most of the girls sitting nearby so then I didn't know what to believe.
I am feeling quite scared because I am feeling nauseous but I know some of it is hunger but I am too scared to eat or drink. Please help, Im trying not to convince myself that today is the day. I can't let this happen!