My boy is sick with sv. I want to run a way and hide but I am the only one to help him through this which I know is worse for me than him. I am honestly going to lose sleep watching him to make sure he isn't going to v* on the couch (because I don't want him to infect the beds). I am going to lysol everything. I am going to drive myself crazy asking if he is ok every 5 mins because he made a funny noise. How do I live like this? I feel like a terrible mother. I feel like i'm crazy. I feel gross and disgusting and completely insane.