I really think I just hate myself. I've been feeling bad all day. Just generally later on I started stressing on my stomach. My kids and husband have bad colds. I haven't ate all day except a slice of pumpkin bread after I woke up. So I was laying here thinking maybe its because I need to eat something. So I pig out on chex mix that my sons grandma makes. Then I pig out on her delicious peanut butter fudge rice crispy treats. When I eat one I can't stop until I'm miserable. And that's what happened. Now I'm laying here stressing about my stomach and my sons. Because he's asleep on me and he's making all kinds of noises because of his cold. Plus he's sweating all over me.
I really think I hate myself to have to go through this constantly. Nobody I know or have I ever known had so many issues.