Originally Posted by
KellyBelly
Ok, so earlier I went out to the local outlet mall to hit up the after Christmas sales. I was actually feeling pretty good, and pretty proud of myself for venturing out where there are bound to be lots of people (I'm claustrophobic in addition to, or perhaps because of, my emet.!) Anyways, I was in the Kate Spade outlet, happily browsing different bags and wallets when I hear a woman ask the sales woman what the smell on the other side of the store was. The sales woman replied "oh, that's from the floor cleaner because someone just threw up in here." I instantly dropped the wallet I was looking at and ran out of there and to the bathroom as fast as humanly possible so I could wash my hands, but I'm just feeling hysterical on the inside. If I could smell something, then there are/were particles in the air, and I was touching things that probably had V particles on them. I know I washed my hands, but god knows what I absentmindedly touched, like my bag or my coat zipper. I feel like just sitting here and crying because I feel so helpless and doomed. I'm so mad at myself for going there, even though I know that rationally I can't just live in my house 24/7. My stomach is just in knots and I have a killer headache, all from the panic/worry I'm sure. I feel like I'm just waiting for the N and inevitably, V to hit. Please help...any advice/reassurance would be SO greatly appreciated!!