I used to SI a lot, I've never left [much] scarring luckily but my wrists used to look awful with scratches. My Mum saw them and I passed them off as something else and stopped self harming for a little while. Then I started up again, just in lil ways with burns and cuts to my legs. I don't think I've ever cut that deep, I always get scared of going too far but a few months ago I went through a very emotional loss and scratched my legs up quite badly. Since then I've managed not to but the urges are always there ya know?
Be courageous, believe in yourself, and be the best woman you can be. I'm with you all the way.