Hi everyone!
Gosh I don't know how to begin. I've been thinking about you guys so much, I've popped in twice so far since I've been gone, and wanted to post but couldn't. I decided to wait till another month passed before posting. I guess now will do because I need some answers, that I can't find on the net.
I have been doing so so, I've started eating slowly again, visited my stomach DR a couple of times, did an ultrasound that came back normal, and now I've been put on anti-emetic pills, at least I think that's what they are. I decided to try them today, what a perfect day, my birthday! Hoping I would find heaven in these pills and be able to eat my hearts desire!!! I took it and waited my 30 minutes before eating. As soon as I took the last bite, I started feeling sick, so I took a gum and kept myself calm...It passed after a couple of minutes but I still didn't feel like myself. Then I decided to try some ice cream, figuring lets see what happens. Again after my last bite, I felt sick, sort of like the stomach all being pushed down low in one punch shot.
Is this how its suppose to feel? And does it keep making you feel hungry? I feel like I could eat again, but I don't want to, and I feel like I have heartburn but don't, its so damn weird. These pills are not my solution, I think. The pill they gave me is DOMPERIDONE, if anyone has any info on it, personally or not, aside from what I know which is the side effects, but don't say nothing of how I'm feeling, then I'd really love to know.
Aside from all that, I'm taking the leap and going on vacation in 2 weeks to Wildwood, NJ. My mom and step dad are going, my brother and his wife and my neice are going, and so if I don't go to my favorite vacation spot with all of my favorite people, all staying together at a mansion of a house with family there, I will REGRET it for the rest of my life.
I'm pretty scared for the 9 hour car ride, but I've decided to take an attivan and gravol so I know it will knock me out, hopefully. And I guess for now that's all the exciting news I have to share.
So thank you to anyone who took the time to read this and help me figure out the hellish feelings I am going through!
Take care and thank you again!
SoniaEdited by: terified girl