I've been doing really well for a long time, but being home for the holidays opened old feelings. Alas.
I've had a really tough day. I woke up early and felt weirdly empty - kind of sick. I thought it might have been panic so I went back to sleep. I just sort of felt like "today I'm going to get sick." I've eaten out the last 3 days, and today as well. So I definitely could have picked up a bug.
I've not been hungry all day, and went out to lunch with some friends. Definitely anxious, but could barely eat anything except a few garlic fries. Now that taste is in my mouth. Yuck
I know this is probably all in my head, but I'm more tired than usual, and I just have a bad feeling about today. Sorry, I know it's silly, sometimes it just helps to write it down and vent.
Anyone else ever have days like this?