So scared it's going to happen tonight!
My stomach has been feeling very bad over the past few hours....very hard and distended and I'm having pains high up between my ribs and throat n. It's hard to describe-it doesn't feel like indigestion, ibs or any of my regular problems. None of my normal things are helping (pushing down hard to break up the bubbles, reclining back, sitting outside, etc). I had a panic attack about two hours ago and it's subsided a little, enough that I can type but I don't feel like I'm out of the woods yet.
My husband keeps telling me I'm not going to v cause my mouth isn't watering (it's actually pretty dry). What I'm scared of is that this is the beginning of it, and it's going to hit full force in a couple hours.
I had an SV that hit me on a Sat nite/Sun morning about 5 years ago.(luckily it was d only, but there were 2 times i think i was supposed to v, but fought it off somehow. Since then, anytime I feel bad on a Saturday is cause to scare me. I keep trying to compare how I'm feeling now to how I did then and I'm so scared the same thing is going to happen again.
Can someone please help me understand if this is what n feels like?
Any info or input would help so much!
Jennifer
“The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven..”
― John Milton, Paradise Lost