Really not good, need help badly!
Hello again! I feel like I'm on a cheap broken rollercoaster just waiting for the next bit of missing track. I'm too scared to sleep inside the house as t the moment so I've secretly stored some blankets on our deck in case I completely panic. I've only done it once but am having a little whiskey before bed each night to help calm me, but since daugjter got sick recently I keep replaying it in my head and I'm certain that she'll do it again and I'm quite simply terrified I'm currently working with my doctor at the moment to get a dose of quetiapine that works but am on permanent heavy pain medicine and need to increase it slowly. I really just don't know what to do, I feel desperate!. I'm sorry for being morose, I just hope someone has been here and knows of some way to get through the really back bits. I'm ready to do/try/take anythiing to get through this! Thanks.
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