I have had a similar problem all my life, taking far longer to fall asleep than other people, & sleeping in later & later everyday. It`s lost me anumber of jobs in the past because I was always having trouble waking up in the morning & would be coming in late all the time. I`m unemployed at the moment so it`s not so bad, but it can cause problems if I have an appointment. I`d never consider suicide as an option, But I wouldn`t mind trying something like Phenergan to put me to sleep.