Hi, I'm Garry.
Forgive me if this isn't the right place for introductions, but I couldn't seem to find a specific forum for introductions, so I'll leave it to a mod to decide if it belongs in this forum.
I'm 17 years old and have been suffering with emetophobia since I was 11 - I won't describe the traumatic event that triggered my emetophobia however, as it makes me feel nauseous thinking about it so I'll just cut straight to the chase.
In the past year, my anxiety had been getting worse and the panic attacks had been approaching more often as time went by; I had panic attacks maybe once or twice a month. It wasn't such a massive deal to me at first, as I could cope with it, but as time progressed, it gradually became worse, and now I'm having panic attacks daily.
About a month ago, during the umpteenth panic attack I was having, I started thinking I was abnormal, that I'd never be able to control my phobia or anxiety, and I broke down in tears thinking that my whole life was going to be ruined; my anxiety had already driven me out of college and is preventing me to this day from finding a job (I've been at home doing nothing for about 5 months now).
I'm so glad I found out about this website, as it was reassuring that there are a lot of others suffering with the same problem as me. Skimming through the forums, I felt so relieved to find that a lot of people were recovering from emetophobia due to the fact that I thought I could never escape it.
I've been looking at the Emetophobia Recovery System with my mom, and we've both agreed that it sounded like a great stepping stone on my way to curing it!
I wish everybody luck in their endeavours to curing this unpleasant phobia, and if you'd ever like to chat about anything, don't be afraid to message me
Regards,
Garry