Anxious about endoscopy next Wednesday.. :(
So the time has finally come and I'm anxious as hell. I'm worried that it's going to be a terrifying experience or I'm going to freak out and embarrass myself there. The thing I'm worried about the most is the sedation not working well enough and I will be gagging and everything.. Also, the fact that I'm going to be in a hospital terrifies me since I think they are sv* ridden places (stupid, I know). Do they talk to you before you have the procedure done? 'cause I want to tell them that I'm REALLY nervous about it and want to be sedated.
I just don't know if I can go through this or not since I'm the biggest wimp ever when it comes to medical procedures. This month has been almost PERFECT for me. I've had hardly any nausea waves or anxiety whatsoever (reason why I haven't been on here lately), so I don't want a bad start to May.
Virtue - "You don't need a reason to help people"