you know that the v* is being caused by something you cannot catch? Like I have two members of my family that have IBD (Crohn's) and I know that v* is a big part of that disease. I know that I can't catch anything from it, so I don't find myself freaking out at all if they get sick around me. Same goes if it is with my mom who suffers from severe GERD and is apt to v* if she eats too much, something that bothers her or if she does too much physical labor b/c of the pain. Ditto with my kids. IF they have something like strep throat (and mine always v* with that) and I know that I'm not likely to catch it, I can handle the v* no problem. It's only if I don't know for certain what is causing it or I KNOW that it is a sv* that I get freaked out. Am I alone in that?? Do you view that as a good thing, maybe a sign that one day I will have total control of this fear?? That's how I see it. Baby steps I guess.