It seems like every single night now I develop a "stomach ache" and get naseous. Its a constant cycle.. I feel fine all day then when its time for bed my stomach muscules start to tense and then im naseous? I know its my mind playing tricks on me but I cant help but to get anxious and think "well this could be the time I actually V*".. It replays over and over in my head. I hate restoring to klonopin especially when I know deep down its my anxiety and obsession with V*. I just wish there was something else I could do to relax and realize 99.999% chance I wont V* tonight (since I havent in 12 years) ugh im so frustrated with myself... Someone.. Anyone who is awake I am in need of some support. Im so frustrated and mad at myself for letting my anxiety get this bad ugh.