So it seems that this week I have been having panic attacks every night. Today I went over to my boyfriends house and was maybe in the house for a total of 20 minutes only to find out that last night his brother got sick and was v-ing but nothing more. He has been at his girlfriends house all week and was not around anyone with a virus. They think he might have got food poisoning or something just didn't agree with him. I wasn't even really around him and when I saw him it was like he hadn't been sick. I didn't kiss my boyfriend or even hold his hand for fear that he might have contracted what could have been the stomach flu. We (my boyfriend and I) stayed outside and I was maybe around him for 45 minutes. I keep telling myself that it is unlikely his brother had a virus since it is July and he hasn't been around anyone with the flu but of course my mind is getting the best of me.