I'm sometimes a little embarrassed to admit some of the ways my emetophobia affects me. I'm 23 and I'm quite dependant on my mum. She's a nurse which usually makes me trust her judgement on my health more. Also, every time I have ever been sick (that I remember) she's always been there with me. So now even though I've grown up, the idea of it happening when she's not there is quite terrifying. It really annoys me because I really don't wanna have to rely on her like this. It makes me feel quite childish. If she's ever away away for a few days I find that my anxiety is worse, not simply because she's gone but because I feel like her not being there has jinxed things and I will be sick. It doesn't bother me at all if she's just not in during the day, it's at night when my anxiety spikes. I wonder if anyone else has similar experiences to this? Might make me feel a bit less pathetic lol...