This is my first post yaaay Ive had emetaphobia for almost 7 years & the anxiety is just horrible.These past few years have been hell for me. I just finished school but I been homeschooled since my freshman year because this girl v in class & I sat right next to her I literally got up & went home I was so terrified then I tried going back to school my senior year but after a week I had a really bad stomach ache & never went back & got homeschooled. I am now 18 & i haven't v since i was 12 I want to start college but once I get nauseous or hear anything about v I just never want to go out of the house again & I'm afraid if I do start college ill mess up & not go. I do not socialize with people or my friends as much anymore because I'm scared ill catch a virus or when I do socialize I'm so quiet about things & i distance myself from everyone sometimes I wish I just had someone that feels the exact same way because no one in my family seems to understand. Once I get episodes I tell myself I'm never eating or going out again my anxiety is just horrible till i take Promethazine/zofran. Are there any remedies i can do to help the anxiety?! I miss my social life but now I'm starting to dislike going outside everyday. I just wish if would stop.
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