About your wanting to write a book, I think it's a reallygood idea...I actually started writing, about pretty much anything, including emet, almost two months ago..and if everything I wrote were put on pages the size of an average paperback, I'd say it's around 70 pages. It's funny you said that, because I also would like to write a book. My therapist said it's a good idea, and also that it's good to write "it" when you are feeling "it", whatever "it" is. Good luck!!