I wasn't too worried about it before, but 2 days ago someone v* right next to me. She only V* a little bit, but it was way too freaking much for me... I froze and stared at it, and I couldn't look away even though I wanted to. Then the shakes started, and my friends who were with me who knew about my phobia said that we should go somewhere else, and I did. She was happy and jumpy before and after, though today she said she felt a little off before she got sick. My waiting period is 4 days, and I've got 2 days to go. I'm finding it so hard to wait that long knowing that I could get sick. Even though I'm trying to get over this phobia, I really need assurance right now.
I know I've posted something similar to this 2 days ago, but I'm freaking out right now.