this is me really.
maybe this ties in with my emet being more social phobia based. I would worry 'where can i v* without being seen/heard?' but only if i was about to v*.
is this normal for people here?
I mean generally, unless i was about to v* i'd see no reason for me to worry about things. It does not seem that way looking on this website at the majority of people here.
Although I think it is something thats getting more like this for me, I don't think it was always. I think this is more towards the non emet side of thinking? I guess non emets would worry too if they were about to v*?