I live very close to my sister's family and I *am* very close to my little niece and nephew---I adore them and play with them constantly--lots of hugging and kissing and snuggling in bed with them, etc. It's school time again, of course, and last night while I was over at their house, my nephew mentioned that *two* of his classmates had v*ed at school and were sent home early. Needless to say, I spiraled into panic and felt the urge to leave immediately. I was terrified and became convinced I had already caught something from my nephew, especially because I play so closely with him (even if I do try to always wash my hands before eating, etc.). And tonight I was supposed to go over for dinner, something I always look forward to, but I cancelled (lied and said I was busy with something else). Now I feel miserable. I don't want to go over there because I will be scared (and I'm still scared I caught something--drank some grape juice but not sure if that helps). But I hate that fear has limited my life in this way. What if I have kids of my own someday? I don't even know if I will be capable of that--the anxiety of having them go off to school (or daycare or what have you) knowing they could pick up a bug. I love my nephew like he's my own but the fact that I don't even want to see him worries me. I wish I could change, but my fear is too great. Really I just wish there was some way I could protect myself from any sort of stomach v*, or keep myself from ever v*ing again. I know people on here understand. Would love to hear some advice and feedback. Thanks.