I'm only eighteen and this phobia has been ruining my life. I've skipped entire school trips, concerts with friends, or even dates because I cannot cope with this. I'm done. I feel as if my life has been racing past me and I want to live in the present instead of in constant fear. So I decided to go to speak with a therapist tomorrow. I'm having trouble sleeping tonight but I think that'll be a good place to start with him. I don't know if he's ever worked with someone with emetophobia, but I need any help I can get. So I'm ready to take my life back.