Sillygirl, YESSSS i do the same friggin thing too! And i feel the same way you do, long after the event of seeing it happen. It replays in my mind over and over!! It's almost like we emets are a glutton for punishment, cuz for some weird reason, we can't turn away when we KNOW what's coming. It is the strangest thing!!! I can remember back when i was maybe 12ish (i'm now 37) when my mom and i were at an amusement park, mom knew my fear, so when we were walking around she could see that we were about to pass a puddle of "it" on the ground, and bless her heart, she tried forwarning me, saying "Honey, don't look down." I knoew what she was referring to, but like a complete IDIOTIC MORON, i just HAD to look anyway, which ruined the rest of my day!!!!! WHYYYYYYYY do we do this to ourselves?????? And yes, when i see cars pulled off the side of the road, right away i feel like it's because someone is going to be sick....and what do i do???? LOOK to SEEEEEEE! UGH!!! So you are surely not the only one who does this.
For God has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7