Originally Posted by
kitbuddy
Hi everyone,
My phobia has really been overwhelming me lately. I have been making some strides (going to an exercise class, using public restrooms), but I have still been crying and panicking almost daily.
Tonight my boyfriend wants to go out to eat at a restaurant. I definitely want the night off from cooking, but I am so scared to eat food that was prepared by someone else. I used to go out to eat about 2-3 times a week (usually getting salad) and I was always fine. I'm really freaking out right now and could use some reassurance that I will be okay. I know I can't let this phobia control my life...
If I get something like cooked vegetables and rice, I should be safe, right?
(Ironically, my job consists of selling food to restaurants, so I know that most of them are good from a food safety perspective. It's the whole "being served by a sick person" aspect that is freaking me out.)