yesterday was thanksgiving in canada, and i phone over to my
grandpaerents/aunts house to check what time to come over, and my aunt
said my mom was really ill and had been up all night throwing up. my
mom lives upstairs with my grandparents and takes care of them, if she
wasn't there, they would prob be in a nursing home, and since she was
ill, my aunt who lives downstairs had no clue what to do with their
pills etc, and asked me to come over and help. well,i was freaked out
majorly, but i went anyways, had dinner, then went upstairs to put nan
and papa to bed. i could hardly breathe, i was hyperventilating, washed
my hands every 5 minutes, and stayed away from my mom's room. then she
came out and said i have to go to the hospital. so i took her down and
stayed w/her untill the doc came and told her it was her pancreatitis
flaring up again. so in other words, serious, but not contagious. i
bawled all night because i feel so horrible for being afraid of my mom
just for being sick. she takes care of everyone else, and then she gets
sick, and has no one to take care of her. i feel like such a peice of
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