so after a long week and my bf v* at work wed afternoon and hanging out w me Thursday, I found out I have a bunch of cancer cells on my cervix and need this surgery. my bf came by to talk to me for a little. we sat on my porch and he hugged me a little. I didn't kiss him I'm still scared. I'm still afraid to get sick since he came by my house on Thursday after being sick wed. I really wana be w him now and just kiss him n stuff cuz I am so upset. when can I be safe to do that? he had d* yesterday and today but not a lot. I need his support but really don't wana get sick. what can I do? I'm so upset!