Just wondering instead of finding v* stories triggering sending you into a mass panic do you actually find them strangely comforting? I as soon as someone says they were s* I instantly ask so many questions trying to gleam every detail possible. In a way I think it's a safety behaviour because I then 'store' the details and can use it against when I feel nausea and see if it's the same. Same if I read a story on here I can't help but study it.... Am I the only one?