I've been doing really well recently however, last night it felt like a switch was flipped in my mind. All of the sudden I had high anxiety, couldn't sleep, flashbacks to bad times because of emet, and felt super panicky in general. Usually my anxiety builds up gradually so I know when I'm about to have an attack and I can prepare better for it, but this time was so random! Anyway, today I've been freaked out all day over what happened, it's like I can never let stuff like that go. I'll think about things until I start to feel them or worry about them until I panic. Example: when my anxiety is emet related it's like I can't help but think about being sick or feeling n*. Obviously I don't want to feel those things but it's almost like I can't control it. Does that happen to anyone else? I feel like I'm going insane and I'm so tired of dealing with this stuff. :(