Emetophobia is taking over my life.

[Freerider829]

Anytime that I hear anything about nausea/vomiting, it always scares the living hell out of me.
I usually just yell for them to stop..

I can even remember the smell of vomit, even in sterile environments..

I remember the smell...
...more than I remember my own name.

I need help, I'm going to kill myself if this evolves into something even worse.

[mhartse]

Do you see a therapist? Or doctor about your phobia? Does any family members know... it would be best for you to talk to some one, preferably a doctor or therapist to help you so your not wanting to kill yourself.

[psalm139]

Is there anyone you can call or talk to right now?? Please don't hurt yourself. We are here for you

[Freerider829]

Is there anyone you can call or talk to right now?? Please don't hurt yourself. We are here for you

I'm talking to my mom right now, it's alright so far. I just threw up like 30 min ago....>.<
And thank you both for help, you're really cool ^^

[wanted]

It would be good for you to find some help. As I heard, it helps a lot.
But why did you threw up? I'm sorry.

[mhartse]

Did you throw up from anxiety? OR sickness? How are you today, any calmer?

[Freerider829]

It would be good for you to find some help. As I heard, it helps a lot.
But why did you threw up? I'm sorry.

I've been sick for a bit
I think I threw up water

[Freerider829]

Did you throw up from anxiety? OR sickness? How are you today, any calmer?

I've been sick...A bit better though, but I've been having tons of diarrhea now and I haven't even ate much

[psalm139]

I'm sorry to hear you are sick. Try to get plenty of rest and keep us posted