So, today I woke up feeling fine. Not n* or anything, in fact.
I wasn't really hungry, but I had no problem eating a small cup of yogurt for breakfast, and a glass of water. I continued my day as normal until lunch.
I picked up some fast food, feeling genuinely hungry, but after I took one bite, I instantly felt like not eating anymore. I didn't even feel n*, I just did not want to eat. After this episode, I got really bad anxiety (heart racing, heavy chest, sweaty palms, etc.) and my mouth seems to be filled with a LOT of saliva. A lot. Though the funny thing is that it's not like the saliva that comes up your throat before you v*, it's just... Normal saliva. Other than that, my throat feels tight.
After the initial panic attack, all of the symptoms stopped except for the saliva and the tight throat. I tried eating something light since then but I can't get past a bite or two before saliva fills my mouth and my throat grows tighter.
I know I won't throw up since I'm not even n* and my stomach doesn't hurt but... It's still scaring me horribly. To calm myself down, I've been watching TV and not really doing much of anything
Can somebody give me some reassurance? I'm still really stressed and since I still can't really eat I'm freaked out at the possibility or v*'ing...