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  1. #1
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    Default It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    So today I v*d out of nowhere, and I was totally fine. It was pretty embarrassing though. I was spending the day with my bf and all of a sudden I felt really really n*. So I told him and he tried to help me while I attempted to ride it out. I hadn't eaten enough and it was really hot, so it was pretty normal for me to feel n*, but usually I can just do some deep breathing and then it passes. Not so today however; before I could even register what was happening I v*d all over myself and the floor. He was super sweet about it-he patted my back and said things in a soothing voice the whole time it was happening, and he helped me clean up a bit too. He didn't act disgusted or irritated at all afterwards and reassured me that it happens to everyone. Today's episode was the safest I have ever felt v*ing. It was gross, but I don't feel anxious (I'm actually in a really good mood right now), and since it's happened I've felt perfectly normal physically as well. A very strange and random experience, but I consider my (calm) reaction to it a major triumph!

  2. #2
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    wow your story actually sounds shockingly surreal. I know many others are going to ask questions but I just want to give you a hug and thank you for posting about it in such a clear, unemotional way. It sounds...normal. Like pooping or breathing. Good job on the BF, by the way. He sounds like a keeper.

  3. #3
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    Wow. See, if thats how all episodes were, I don't think id fear it so much! Congrats, Im glad you did so well.
    If you try and tell me a phobia is unreal. I dare you to live a day, and feel what I have to feel.


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  4. #4
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    Wow. You sound so calm. Thanks for describing it so matter-of-fact. I would've been in total nervous breakdown territory. Just reading it, my heart is pounding.

  5. #5
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    Nope, that is one of my biggest fears - v* out of nowhere with no warning! Aahhhh! Well done you though, definitely a triumph.

  6. #6
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    Thank you all for your support!

  7. #7
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    Default Re: It happened, and I'm perfectly fine

    Good for you!!!

 

 

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